A long time has passed and I’ve forgotten how to breathe. How can one forget to breathe? How can one wake up and forget who they are? What have I done with my life since you have been away? Four years have passed and…. nothing…. nothing…. nothing….
Why did you leave me? Why couldn’t you stay? When your heart breaks, how do you repair it? How does one go on? What’s there to go onto?
There are pieces missing. Splinters I constantly eat. How does one not chew the acid? How can one swallow their pain whole?
Four years and you have never said anything bad. Four years and you have not found me. Four years, and I am still waiting. For what though? A miracle?
I wonder what I’d do when I saw you again. Would I faint? Would I freeze? I know I wouldn’t turn and run, but would I scream as if I had just seen a ghost?
I don’t know! Let’s not test fate. Destiny brought us together and love destroyed us. What once was will never be and what will be, we’ll just never know!